In my moment of resurrection I tell myself,
'Fuck the world, the bloody world.'
I look in the mirror.
The person I see is someone else,
Not me, not what I was till now.
Something is new that I don't know
And neither do I want to know.
The feeling survives,
Makes me survive.

There's this enigma, the voracious self..
I am a beast. I'm rising
To exterminate, to win.
I am here, once again
Back to this mortal world
Looking down upon those beings.
The pain seems to have died down.
I fuck this bloody world to infinity
And then again return
Like that phoenix that came in my dream.

The time and tide went on..and I lagged behind until I decided otherwise...I trotted being immersed in skepticism. Only this time life was a little different.
My definition had changed..In the mist of the mortal world and heaven I continued my journey--something I was yet to fall in love with...